weather...~

2008/08/23 4.00pm
the weather outside now is cloudy and rainy day..
same as my heart inside..is now full of tears as rain drops inside..
i cant concentrate on my study...i miss her so much..
when i m alone...i cant stop thinking her..
i dono y..i try to not think her..but i fail..i ask her,wil she thinking of me ?but she answer me,no..y wan thinking abt u ?this make me so hurt..2 years relationship,end in 1 night..then she totally wont miss me anymore after the day..how could this happen to me ?i though i wil b the sweet couple with her..but at last..
all my fren support me call me concentrate on study and forget her ba...i try to do so..but i fail also..study is really important..but y my heart juz cant concentrate on it ?y i alwiz juz thinking about her ?y ?i dowan to miss her anymore..but cant..
the weather outside there were big wind and raining..as in my heart..is tearing..haiz..
is it worth to love some1 so deeply..?
is it wrong if i love some1 so deeply ?
y alwiz the bad things happen on me ?
anyway,i wil take care myself without her..hope she can take care herself also..
outside there suddenly got sunshine..the weather so weird..is it gal also same as weather ?can change so easily ?can change so fast ?and dun hv hint when it wan to change...it was hard to guess..gals..pls..don change so fast..and gv ppl some before u change..
til here i write my blog..gonna go study for final..i got too many things inside my heart...but dono who can i tell..i miss her so much..but she dono...and she don wish to know..mayb being lonely is my life ba ..?haiz...
wish me good luck in my finaly ba..
my fren all good luck in final too..
good luck all..
and good luck for her..