21st birthday..

haha..finally today was my 21st birthday..but i past this birthday by alone..nobody wishing me..lolx..i though i wont mind of it..but actually not..bcoz this make me feeling lonely..feeling alone..hate this feeling..haiz..
what make me most dissapointed is,even my gf also didnt wish me anythings..haiz..i think she is hoping not together with me anymore..juz waiting i speak out to break up..no..not waiting..is forcing me to suggest break up..what shud i do..?shud i wasting the time like now..?or do wat she hope me to do..?haiz..i dono wat to do now..what i m thinking also out of my mind..
一段感情就像一个人生。。都会经历生老病死，在感情里。生就是当两个人刚刚在一起时，那种快乐，那种无知，无私的感觉。。吵架了一下子就好，而会有可能越吵越好，哈哈。。可是当老时就代表，一旦吵架了，不知会冷战几天才会结束,就像老人家病了不知几时会好...病,在感情里,就是出现了大问题,可能是会提出分手,会冷战一段时期的可能性吧..死,自然不用我说大家也都明白吧...就是分手咯..感情的一生其实和人的一生诗一样的,不一样的就在于时间的长短而以..唉..感情真是件比人生更复杂的事..一个人过得好好的..为什么要找个人来烦呢?自己拿事情来烦,有多蠢阿!!!
i m getting older today..21st..ppl said 21st is the way to be mature,y i feel the same..?haha ~!juz feeling lonely and alone,hope that got some fren here can celebrate with me..wah..i think it wil very very happy and enjoy..lolx..but all these just my imagination..mayb my life is set by this way,then sure i cant change it..if i cannot change it,so i will face it..i wont let myself drop in unsuccesful way..haha..i want to be a successful man..~!and hope i can do it..i m now woking hard to let myself better in future..~!hahaha..those love things,dun come and hurt me pls..~i wont hurt by all these things again..sometime somethings that belongs to us,it wil come to us automatically,if the things is not belongs to us,how u want to get it also u cant get it..i alwiz remember these..ppl said taurus guy loyal in love..is that good..?no i dun think so..it is stupid..as today is my bday.i tell myself..i wont b a good guy,and i dowan so concentrate in love,coz it wil juz hurt myself,no others..i promise..!!hope it work..
getting tired and moody writting this blog,goin to slp soon..2day wil be working late also due to no ppl date me..wakaka..ITS MY LIFE..~!!!!

Learn a things from my "bad fren"..haha..girls is always not the main issue for guyz to be bother of..the progress is like that>>money >>> family>>fren>>gal..?omg..my fren..lolx..thats wat i wan..haha